i just feel like ending all tis rs.. really.. i do .. bcoz tis pain.. is hurting me so much.. till every nite i cant slip.. every nite i dream of you.. yeah.. dream of you leaving me.. not once.. its countless time already.. and all of it is the same ending.. u leave me.. im so confused.. why am i having tis dream?? maybe i think too much of the memories of u leaving me.. maybe not.. maybe my soul is telling me something.. dreams... people say is just a dream.. but some dreams are meant to be true.. ... maybe u wont understand all this.. u da tipu me.. da ignore me.. tinggal kan me.. refused to say ily.. bile gaduh u tknk jumpa me but end up u mit up.. not once.. theres more to it..
u say u menyesal.. n wana change?? but look here.. smlm u ckp lain but today a little thing then u blew it up..
a call with a nice tone is what every guy wants in a rs.. it will just make us happier.. closer..
maybe its time to let u go.. and let u feel how it is life wihout me.. maybe ur not losing anything.. but i do.. after all those pain.. i still patience enough to hug u n kish u .. n still care bout u.. maybe its time to let u go.. and let ur ownself think..
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11:00 PM
haishhh.. i just dont know how else i can save tis rs.. u hurt me too much already.. at least show me.. u do have a heart after all.. just look back.. u promised me so much.. u say u wana change.. its not about u called or not.. its about how u show me u care and concern bout me.. every time gaduh.. u show less effort.. u know u promised me.. tk kan lao i tk dgr pun u nk marah.. then at skool tadi u kol me n say hello? wheres helo abg ?? we agreed not to fight bout tis matter again.. u tawu kan i nga sad.. tk salah lao u kol with a nicer tone.. rather then u kol to irritate me.. if only u kol with nicer tone i will speak to uu.. really.. u always say u do love me alot.. but what have u done to justified it?? im tired of all tis.. u nk jaga hati me ? nk make me the hapiest guy ?? my feelings.. my tears for you.. does it matter to you? i cried so much.. n yet.. u still hurting me.. can u say u love me if u kip on doing tt to me?? n really.. i felt tt.. u are somehow.. heart less.. u know it.. after all tt hapen to me.. u still nk marah me.. nk maki me.. even say i lokek?? tis 4mths with u .. i spend so much already.. haishh.. im btol2 sedih dgn sikap uu.. .. =(
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10:22 PM
... .. b4 u went back tt nite.. u said u will change.. i reali hope u do.. next day.. fights again.. well.. our rs like meaningless rite now.. how many times u say u wana change.. i stil remember ur promised to trust u just tis time.. tt was like a mths ago.. n then about the sheesha thing.. u also promised u will change tt time.. but tt nite.. just b4 u went home.. u promised to make me the hapiest of guy in the world.. you promised.. ..
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5:25 AM
cinta sejati... kadang - kadang manusia selalu leka.. tanpa sedari cinta itu... berada di depan mata..
tis quote means so much to me.. if u do reali understand the meaning of it.. u will know how to appreciate love more.. appreciate someone who love u from the bottom of his heart..
♥Saturday, January 16, 2010
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8:04 PM
i love eu.. idk y.. i just love u so much.. i dont care how much u already lied to me.. i dont care how much u cheated me.. wat matter most is having u rite in front of my eyes.. having u in my arms.. having u with me.. makes my day.. ease my pains... if only u love me as much as i do.. things wont end up tis way.. i tried.. i did try push all the pain away.. but every time u make the same mistake.. all those pain keep coming back again.. and tell me how can i trust eu if u kip on telling lies.. every word of urs i wonder if theres any truth in it.. just wat do u want me to do now.. acept u back ? and then i end up bein cheated again.. bcoz if i do acept u.. u wont change.. u wont learn ur lesson.. u will only learn when the person who cares bout u most no longer cared bout u.. no longer loves u.. no longer there wen u need him most.. only then u wil realised.. and only then u will learn to appreciate n treasure the love he gave eu.. bcoz its precious.. and u wont have it twice in ur life.. aprreciate sum1 who loves u.. more then any thing else.. u know who you are.. =( =(
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7:43 PM
why do u irritate me??.. why do u scold me for?? i dont deserved to be shouted at.. i dont deserved to be treated tis way.. where are all ur promises?? every time ur angry u will not respect my feelings & the things i did for you.. u are so egoish.. sellfish.. always think bout ur own feelings.. y must i love some1 like u in the 1st place.. tis 4 mths with u.. every week i end up crying for you.. if u accumulate all my tears i already cried a river for you.. just for you.. all those tears.. didnt they mean it to you?? what is the best thing ever happen to you?? remember.. ? i know u didnt mean it.. bcoz if u do.. this things wont happen.. im terribly hurt by ur actions & ur attitude.. i got slipless nites.. and where are you?? sleeping at home.. why?? dont u feel any sympathy for me.. ?? after those things u did.. do u still got the heart to treat me tis way???...